jdhp:

Ok I know I have my best friend who does care and I’m sorry if it seems like I don’t notice her concern.

I just feel lonely right now so sorry.

Jaz you can’t not tell people whats wrong and then wonder why nobody is showing their concern, because people don’t realise how you’re feeling. We can’t read your mind. If we knew the depths of what you felt do you not think we would all jump up to help you? cause of course we would. Your family might be harsh at times, they might not appreciate you, but if you really needed them, they wouldn’t slam a door in your face.
I know you can’t suddenly stop feeling alone, but you’re not alone at all, so you really shouldn’t be able to feel that way. <3